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For You

2012-01-07T04:19:00.000-08:00

Dear Father,The inevitable has happened. All circumstances were against us, and we can't fight it anymore. It wore me out, and my heart finally caved in. Unfortunately, I understand why he did what he did. And now it's my turn to act. This time I was the one who finally stepped forward and finally spoke up, somebody had to. We can no longer continue blindly knowing that there's something

Our Office...

2011-12-08T08:50:00.000-08:00

...is really turning into some kind of hell on earth...

Hello there!

2011-11-08T02:32:00.000-08:00

Hello my blog! I missed you! Hehehe, I'm currently in a very confused state so I need you right now. I'm confused about so many things, about work, my sorta kinda boyfriend, and why I'm here and not with my family at home. Anyway, I don't want to dwell on the negative. So, I'll just make a bucket list of some of the things that I wanna do while I'm still alive hahaha:1.) Travel to NZ2.) Travel

Sunday

2011-07-31T03:06:00.000-07:00

Today is Sunday, and it's a cloudy day!!! How ah? How to start this entry lah... :P It's been a rough few weeks at work. Me, Chay, Dax and all my other teammates have been struggling with all of the systems and issues pouring in to our plate. Then, there's our operations going 24/7 and our crappy seating arrangement. Chay and me have requested to move to a more secluded area since we've been

Hope this works :|

2011-07-20T20:39:00.000-07:00

I'm a very light sleeper. I can wake up just from my housemate's bathroom's closing door, the vibration of a phone on silent placed on top of a table separate from the bed, even with a very soft skype ping. So here, I searched for some tips to help me cope, especially with our looming 24/7 work hours. Hopefully this will work:http://hubpages.com/hub/Tips-For-Light-Sleepers

Enough Waiting

2011-05-24T19:18:00.000-07:00

I should stop waiting for things that are not coming. This is the absolute deal-breaker. One year is still suffer-able. But two years without any promise, I just can't do it anymore. I need to be strong, for myself and for my future.

Defrost

2011-04-25T03:03:00.000-07:00

Time off today!!! I asked my team leader to give me an extra rest day using a bunch of crappy reasons. But since he was a guy, I made sure I looked really nice so he wouldn't say no hahaha. Girl power! Ok, that sounded really lame.Anyway, I'm not sure if I maximized this day. I woke up at 11:30 am-ish, ate, and cleaned up a bit around the house. Then I decided to clean the 2nd floor ref shared by

Pondering On A Rainy Day

2011-01-29T21:06:00.000-08:00

It's been raining since last night. Everyone's out to do one thing or another. I'm left at home because of some low key work so this is the perfect opportunity to sit back, relax and just write whatever's on my mind... Wow, this is harder than I thought haha.Let me start with what I've been doing today. I woke up at 5:30 to do my activity. My colleague was a bit late so we triggered the job (

False Alarm

2011-01-17T18:55:00.000-08:00

Well, that was something else, hahaha. Looks like I've really changed a lot. Maybe 1 year ago, I would have never done what I did yesterday. I'm not a very confrontational person, I'll usually just stay quiet until things blow over.But this time, I just couldn't contain my feelings, especially under the circumstances. I had to talk and figure it out with him as soon as possible. Nevertheless, I

Random New Year Whatnots

2011-01-09T02:06:00.000-08:00

2011. For some reason, I'm not too excited for this year. The number 2011 feels so blah for me. Nevertheless, I'll do what I can to make the most of it. 2010 was great, tons of travel, met a lot of new people, fell in and out and in like (go figure). And of course, I got an opportunity to work abroad, one of the best experiences of my life so far.2011. Before it ended I was able to go to my home

Confusion @_@

2010-12-30T11:08:00.000-08:00

No, NOOOOO!!! I don't like this problem! I'm having issues with my focus. :'(

Easily Distracted

2010-12-15T09:42:00.000-08:00

I now understand why long distance relationships don't work. If one or both in that pair goes to a place where there are a lot of good things to come by, he/she can get easily distracted. I'm feeling very guilty of this right now. I'm honestly having great time here, the change in environment, culture and faces is very refreshing. Well, I can't deny that I'm having quite a blast meeting people

MC Hammer

2010-12-14T05:33:00.000-08:00

I went on MC today (our company's version for SL). I went to the office with a slight headache, so I took medicol to ease the pain. As the minutes passed, it started getting worse. My right eye was throbbing, my left eye was twitching, and my brain felt so heavy. I was getting dizzy and my stomach was turning upside down. It turned out to become an all-out migraine attack. So I called Jannie to

Losing sleep

2010-12-08T12:20:00.001-08:00

I can't sleep. Maybe because of the nap that I had earlier. My head was in shambles earlier today, I badly needed the rest. I'm also thinking too much. I've been really busy with the EPCOS maintenance, especially with Jannie gone, brain cells are fried. Good thing Shapuan is my shiftmate, he's been a huge help.My license has also gone missing, I can't remember where I put it. Hopefully Dax

Nuninu

2010-12-06T07:35:00.000-08:00

Free time in the office, no boss, nothing to do, not in the mood for chitchat. I'll blog for now. Hmmm... It's been almost 4 weeks since I got here, I'm starting to feel settled. How am I feeling, like sentiments...? I don't know! I feel odd, adrift. For some reason, I'm always sleepy here! It's like I'm living a dream, the literal meaning. Again, I'm not lonely, I just feel like I'm living a

My Journey Thus Far

2010-11-24T22:15:00.001-08:00

I need to talk to mama and papa about the car payment again. Running out of funds, hahaha. But I'm not really worried. Hopefully in December everything will be returned. I can't wait for my first payday!These are some of the luxuries that I'm planning to indulge on:- Round trip ticket home- LCD/LED TV- Kindle- Cellphone (with plan?)- Travel!!!- Book my parents and brother for a vacation here!!!I

So....

2010-11-17T02:44:00.000-08:00

I've been here for 4 days. So far I've had no problems with homesickness. It's actually a bit disturbing since not a single tear has been shed for missing home. But I'm feeling something unsettling though. Detachment. I feel as though I'm just living in one big dream. But I'm not sad at all, in truth I'm quite happy and excited with the change of environment. Still, this detached feeling is

In Malaysia Truly Asia

2010-11-15T05:57:00.000-08:00

I'm here!!! So far I've been having a good time. Not the crazy type. Everything has been so relaxed, starting from my departure day. Good vibes all the way. When I arrived at D'Melor, there was a "Welcome Inuman" going on. And as I am a big drinker myself, I dove right in. Alcoholic drinks are scarce in Malaysia so we took advantage of this opportunity to let lose through vodka and beer. The next

Packed For My Next Destination!

2010-11-09T02:09:00.000-08:00

Well almost. :P I've packed all of the major stuff that I'll be needing. I've been trying to gather my things for the past three weeks, but my delays made me put off buying a luggage. I started to segregate my clothes and whatnot's last weekend. I've already put pang-alis and office clothes in my bag last Saturday. Today I semi-finished packing the rest of the things. I must admit, I'm not really

Immigration Wrap Up

2010-11-05T05:05:00.000-07:00

Finally! Everything has been settled!Let me start with Wednesday. I went to POEA at around 10 AM to check for the approval results of our petition. I proceeded to Tess's window. She told me to go to the fourth floor to check for Director's approval. When I got there, they informed me that the request has been forwarded to the deputy approval in the second floor, in room 201. I went there only to

Trusting the Sunscreen

2010-11-02T01:42:00.000-07:00

So this is how it works, I'm starting to realize the trade off for the change that I've been wanting. Though I haven't left yet, I already miss everything in my life right now. My family, our house, my friends, my car, the convenience and familiarity of everything around me. I'm too attached I guess. I can feel my parents and brother missing me already. After seeing how our family was devastated

Amazing Race IMMIGRATION!

2010-10-29T23:05:00.000-07:00

Manunuod ako dapat ng sine ngayon e, ito pa naman ang pinakakabangan kong Till My Heartaches End day. But no, hindi ko kinaya. Drugs ako buong araw at pakiramdam ko pag nagmaneho pa ako, makakatulog lang ako sa daan.Sobrang busy-busy-han kasi netong mga nakaraang linggo. Masyadong nakakapagod ang nasa labas palagi halos buong araw at nagpupunta sa opisina at sa iba't ibang ahensya ng gobyerno

Letting go...

2010-10-25T02:57:00.000-07:00

Thank you. Seriously, thank you for everything. I just knew you by name before, but now I've come to know that you're a very good person. I haven't known any other guy who is as decent as you. You have a solid faith in God, you give everything to your family, you try to think the best of everyone else to the point of justifying their wrong doings. I feel very blessed for getting to know you at a

Work Permit!!!

2010-10-19T03:48:00.000-07:00

My work permit is on its way!!! My goodness, this is it! So looks like my departure for next weekend will push through after all. I'm really really overwhelmed and nervous! @_@I was actually expecting that I would get a bit delayed because of the glitch in the processing. But I need to rewire my brain and start moving again!Wahhh I'm panicking!!! What to do, what to do...- Get clearance from

So...

2010-09-26T04:40:00.000-07:00

I just received the email from my soon-to-be employer that they have couriered my Employment Letter. I am to fill this up and send back to them with my signature. Whew, this means my work abroad will push through after all. This is it!It's not sinking in yet as of the moment, but I'm sure that as my departure draws nearer the effects of this change will grow more apparent until it totally washes

UP Food Trip!!!

2010-09-07T05:15:00.001-07:00

Dahil lumipat na kami sa UP Ayala Technohub site, kelangan mag-food trip sa Alma Mater namin ni Jason at Pao. At siya na nga! Bilang puro mga barako ang kasama, at pagbukas ng elevator sa ground floor ay saktong kakadating lang ni Jaime, si Vaj ni Pao ang aming school bus dahil dun lang kami magkakasya. :DAyun, sinubukan namin sa dalawang isawan sa UP kaso parehong kakabukas lang kaya

Spreading the word

2010-08-30T22:33:00.000-07:00

The more people I tell, the harder it gets. Angel was right, it will get worse before it gets better. But I've prayed too long and too hard for this, I've no plans of backing down anytime soon. God is too good and I'm extremely grateful for this immense blessing.This is it, I'm so excited! As my friend said, go fight and win! :D

Define grief and depression

2010-08-06T18:13:00.000-07:00

n. Realizing that you've made a horribly bad decision by buying a non-waterproof mascara.

How I get through the past weeks

2010-08-03T00:57:00.000-07:00

I've been really bummed out these past two weeks. All the waiting is driving me crazy!!! Fortunately I found my saving grace :DThis insanely hilarious sitcom keeps me sane!!! Hehehe. I can't even choose a single favorite character, they're all really funny! Ok, back to watching the freshly downloaded episodes... :D

Waiting...

2010-07-27T09:03:00.000-07:00

...for the next big thing. Lord, please grant me this one...

Smile :)

2010-07-22T03:35:00.000-07:00

Smile though your heart is achingSmile even though it's breakingWhen there are clouds in the sky, you'll get byIf you smile through your fear and sorrowSmile and maybe tomorrowYou'll see the sun come shining through for youLight up your face with gladnessHide every trace of sadnessAlthough a tear may be ever so nearThat's the time you must keep on tryingSmile, what's the use of crying?You'll find

Preparing for preparations

2010-07-16T03:51:00.000-07:00

I'm here at Mocha Blends, middle-of-nowhere branch. I was planning to do some brushing up on my technical know-hows. Unfortunately, my brain is simply not working. Maybe I'm tired and I don't realize it. This green notebook of IT gibberish has been in front of me for almost an hour and I haven't absorbed a single concept. I'm reviewing for a very important interview on Monday. One of those things

Thinking Positively

2010-07-10T08:29:00.000-07:00

I refuse! I refuse to let this consume me! Law of Averages, back me up here!!!

Tribute to Travel Adik Tropa

2010-07-03T03:21:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been feeling quite grounded. I worry less, I feel lighter and happier, and I treat the people around me better. I've gained a renewed appreciation for life. I have my new friends to thank for this. They are the ones that I've been traveling with recently. Like me, they have a severe infection of the travel and shutter bug. Being with them made me see beauty in even the smallest and

Apo Reef Retreat

2010-06-21T04:49:00.000-07:00

Travel and travel photography. These are two of my favorite things. Two passions that keep me sane. For my last trip someone even bothered to buy the photos that I took, how cool is that? Unfortunately, I was crappy to talk to and didn't have a paypal account so it didn't push through. But the thought of my shots getting a value other than for personal enjoyment, it really lifted my heart. :DNext

In Betweens

2010-05-31T22:25:00.000-07:00

For me, in-betweens are the hardest periods in life. In between jobs, in between singlehood and a true relationship, sadness and happiness. It's during these times that I get most confused. Suddenly I have options but don't know which to choose or whether it's worth it to take the leap of faith. But ultimately, I just pray hard and take things as they come then no longer look back.Oh rainy season

How do I get out of this?

2010-05-08T13:13:00.000-07:00

I already know how this will end. I need to get out as soon as I can. Lord, help me...

When the good days come...

2010-04-25T17:22:00.000-07:00

..take advantage of it. This is one of those days, I took a sick leave since I was not feeling well... NOT!!! Hahaha. This was kinda planned, but I did not tell my "plan" to my teammates, because I read in a magazine that you can better achieve a goal if you don't tell a soul. I can't remember the whole complex explanation, but I think it goes something like if you tell someone, it already feels

Lowest of lows

2010-04-21T05:47:00.000-07:00

All-time low. Hindi ko talaga kinakaya ito. Lord, please help me get through this.

Just another day

2010-04-19T03:44:00.000-07:00

I miss you... Otro dia mas sin verte... :(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSqPbZnVjXQ

Rut

2010-04-12T07:36:00.000-07:00

There is something wrong with me. A telltale sign is my urge to shop like it's payday twice a week. Today after buying another expensive item that I can't get my mind off since last night, I discovered that my credit card is maxed out! This only means that I'm in a highly severe RUT. For the last few weeks, I've been buying clothes that I have no idea where to wear, bottles of expensive perfumes,

Mahal na Araw sa Arayat

2010-04-03T20:40:00.000-07:00

Ilang taon na din mula nung huli naming dalaw sa Arayat para sa Mahal na Araw. Pumupunta kami dito para makasama ang mga kamag-anak namin... at para makakuha ng masarap na buro, longganisa, tocino, gulay at bigas, hahaha!Pero nag-iba na talaga ang mga panahon. Naabutan ko pa yung mga sinaunang araw kung saan nakakasakay pa kami ng mga kalabaw bilang transportasyon. Hindi pa rin gaanong patag

Midnight Train to Georgia

2010-04-03T06:16:00.000-07:00

I'm very very sleepy. But I don't want to go to sleep, I want to miss you. And I am missing you... terribly. I hate and love this feeling. What are you doing right now? Please let me know. Please please don't be a stranger. If you want, I'm gonna board the midnight train. Just tell me.

Quiapo QT

2010-03-28T04:41:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow I'll be going to Quiapo to buy a bunch of rolls for my stash. Lately I've been a film pack rat. Still have more than ten rolls of 36exp kodaks and now I plan to get 20 more of 12exp films, haha. I'm quite excited though, hehehe, kilig even. Kuya Dong just texted me yesterday that he has new stocks of expired films, and the ones available are 400ISO so it should be good. Sorry, but

Taking it in

2010-03-26T17:27:00.000-07:00

I'm just here in my room, looking through my window. I see the sunlight trying to make its way through the mango tree branches. Beyond our wall is a wide vacant lot with grass just starting to grow.This morning I woke up with mixed emotions, somber yet happy at the same time. When I went downstairs, I felt a lot better, just happy. Mama doing some exercise, Papa and Yamboy interwebbing, Ate Vilma

Ericsson Team Building - Ahlavet!!!

2010-03-21T20:32:00.001-07:00

Sa wakas, isang masaya-sayang entry. Kakatapos lang ng team building namin nitong nakaraang weekend. Hindi ko na talaga mapagkakaila na sobrang napapasaya ako ng mga kasamahan ko sa trabaho. Lalo na ngayong may mga dumagdag pa na galing din sa huli kong kumpanya. Mga kaibigan ko ding malapit. Dahil sa kanila, nagagawa kong kalimutan ang mga kaguluhan sa utak ko.Nagkakasundo talaga kami lahat sa

Change starts now

2010-03-21T20:30:00.000-07:00

Starting this moment I resolve to be a better person. I'm not oblivious as to how my temper can really get the most of me and yes, I can be a total jerk.I'm an especially bigger jerk to people in the house, I can't help it. I just don't like talking too much at home. Although, I do like hanging around the house, oftentimes I want to be left alone. But I swear to improve the way I handle myself

Nightmares

2010-03-17T18:10:00.000-07:00

I've been having terrible nightmares since monday. I don't know where these are coming from. Probably the heat, or you leaving, or my quarter life crisis. I really don't know.Monday. I can't remember the exact dream, but I woke up with a very foul mood.Tuesday. I dreamt that my tycoon level uncle lost his job. Then his family lost all their belongings and had to transfer to a smaller house near a

This or That?

2010-03-17T04:33:00.000-07:00

I took a long leave for April. Specifically April 1-6. I originally planned to go on a very long out of town vacation with strangers. I'll be with a group but still be alone in a way since I don't really know them. It was supposed to be some kind of pilgrimage. But I checked the group tour and slots are already full. I could still squeeze myself in but I'm rethinking my plan. Do I really need

Adiksyon o ang kawalan nito

2010-03-11T07:37:00.000-08:00

Noong isang araw nakikipagkwentuhan lang ako sa isang mabuting kaibigan. Tapos, bigla niyang natanong sa akin "kaw saan ka addict?", at natameme naman ako. Oo nga, saan ba ako adik? Honest naman ang aking sagot, sabi ko wala naman, kung ano lang maisipan kong gawin. Pero nabahala pa din ako, hindi ako maka-move on sa tanong at medyo nakakainis na. Kapag iniisip ko kasi, wala nga naman akong isang

Been Around The World

2010-03-06T00:04:00.000-08:00

Asang planeta ka na naman ba nagsusumiksik ha?!?! Bad trip ka talaga!

Inspired :)

2010-03-03T02:59:00.000-08:00

I'm so tired today and it's just wrong. I spent the day at the Philcoa office, did almost zilch amount of work and binged on lunch and snacks. Who knew being unproductive could be this exhausting. I feel really really sleepy.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzBut no! *slap slap my face* I need and want to write and inspired entry dedicated to my recent creative musings. After finishing my room's

Strange but pleasant surprise

2010-02-26T19:51:00.000-08:00

Ghost of the archived past! Hahaha, shet natatawa na lang ako!Expounding further, siya yung akala ko ay ka-MFEO ko for the longest time. Alam ata ng lahat ng kakilala ko nung HS kung gaano ako ka-patay na patay sa kanya, maygulay. Nagnakaw pa ako ng copper wire sa Physics experiment namin para lang ma-spell ko yung pangalan niya at malagay sa ilalim ng unan ko sa dorm ang stalker artwork ko.

2010-02-25T05:46:00.000-08:00

Limbo Rock

2010-02-22T17:33:00.000-08:00

Tama si Angel, nasa state of limbo ako ngayon. In-betweens are always the most difficult. Limbo sa work, family, at love life (apparently).Ewan kung nabanggit ko na, pero kwento ko na rin. Ayun, more than 1 year na ganun pa din kami if not worse. Ang mga damdaming parang mga baklang takot na takot magladlad sa pangambang baka hindi matanggap ng isa't isa ang katotohanan. Ngayon aalis pa siya,

Friday Night Joyride (to Saturday morning, hehe) :D

2010-02-13T02:01:00.000-08:00

Burns' Birthday Party/Mini High School ReunionUERM VisitKain ulit sa Mr. Kabab :)It's times like these that make me embrace life. I love Mangoes' spontaneity on our bonding sessions. Easy night outs, no pressure on where to hang out or what time to go home . Driving around Quezon City, my favorite city in Metro Manila. Quality time with my best friends. Kahit na Valentine's Day bukas, at ika nga

Transformation Complete! (Well, almost...) :D

2010-02-13T01:35:00.000-08:00

Wow, I'm so proud of myself! I was actually able to renovate my room over my long weekend. It's so cool!!! It turned out exactly as I imagined it. I have a sketch of what I wanted the arrangements to be, and it truly materialized.Sketch of planned layout:Actual results:I'm still not used to the new orientation though. Sometimes when I wake up, I feel like I'm in the wrong room, hehe. Far cry from

Paint Job

2010-02-04T20:35:00.000-08:00

Yehey! Finally got my painting paraphernalia! Bought the following:1 gallon Ivory1 gallon Victory Red1 gallon of another color I can't rememberThinnerVarnish for my bedpaint brushespaint rollerssome device used to remove my old wallpaperKelangan ko na lang mahanap si Kuya na tutulong sa amin na magbuhat at pintura.I'm so excited! :D

Mga bagay-bagay ukol sa buhay ko

2010-02-01T00:54:00.001-08:00

Matagal ko na gusto gumawa ng ganitong entry pero dahil makakalimutin ako, hindi ko nasisimulan. Ngayon lang. Ayun, eto yung mga bagay tungkol sa akin na hindi ko naman masyado pinapagkalandakan, pero kung oobserbahan ng mabuti ay totoo naman.1.) Makakalimutin ako. Sobrang absent minded ko talaga kaya pag may kelangan ako gawin nas-stress ako sa kakaalala. Kasi, kung hindi ako mag-focus sa

Calatagan, Batangas

2010-01-31T03:53:00.000-08:00

First travel for the year!!! :DBryan invited me to tag along with his travel gang to Calatagan. It was my first trip with their group so I didn't have any expectations whatsoever. My goal was merely to take a relaxing weekend out of town and abuse my photoholic self.Well, honestly the place wasn't really very outstanding compared to the other locations I've been to. But for the proximity, it was

Bawal Pumuti!

2010-01-27T04:56:00.000-08:00

Just got my new travel buddy! I hesitated for a while though, it was quite pricey that I had to research and make sure that it's worth it. Luckily it was. My friend in the states and sister in NZ couldn't find a similar design for the same price. I was just supposed to check out the size and the quality today, but he's so gorgeous and gay that I just fell in love instantly! He even has his own

Lazy Daisy

2010-01-24T20:37:00.000-08:00

I don't have work today since I was on call yesterday. I had nothing planned so I decided to test my toy's macro powers. I keep getting inspired by the gorgeous pictures taken by people with their DSLRs so I wanted to challenge my P&S, to see how it would fare against those high powered cameras. So I went to the garden to take shots of random what not's. Well, I'm very happy with it! Hahaha.I

Blue Eye Stint

2010-01-23T17:06:00.000-08:00

Was able to test my Sexy Lexi's ability in a more Pro set-up, how fun was that??? :DI couldn't get decent close-ups though. The zoom range of LX3 is not very good and I couldn't get too close to the model else I'll block other DSLRs' shots with my puny toy(makes me think of getting one myself)/ But overall, I'm quite satisfied. :)Quick note on my hobby:I've really enjoyed taking pictures of

Renovate

2010-01-21T01:53:00.000-08:00

From Merriam Webster Online Dictonary:Main Entry: ren·o·vatePronunciation: \ˈre-nə-ˌvāt\Function: transitive verb Inflected Form(s): ren·o·vat·ed; ren·o·vat·ingEtymology: Latin renovatus, past participle of renovare, from re- + novare to make new, from novus new — more at newDate: circa 1522 1 : to restore to a former better state (as by cleaning, repairing, or rebuilding)2 : to restore to life

Kundera's Unbearable Lightness of Being

2010-01-20T03:20:00.000-08:00

My goodness, this book is so good! I'm trying to stop myself from reading too fast to savor every bit of tearful depression that I'm conceiving in my heart. Milan Kundera is a genius.

Last Day at Paseo

2010-01-19T14:29:00.000-08:00

It's very disheartening when you realize that you get to a point that have to let go of something very dear. Not because you're not happy and don't want to continue your relationship with it. But because, at some level, it's just become too exhausting and you're already feeling the weight.Yesterday I turned in my resignation to Ms. Agnes. I told her that it would be my last day day to teach Andie

Change Weekend, Night Shift Mode

2010-01-17T01:33:00.000-08:00

Mr. Fu, ibalik mo na sa dating schedule ang change weekend!!! HuhuhuMedyo buhay pa mga tao dito:Andito na si Mr. Fu, at serious na siya agad:

East to North

2010-01-15T16:25:00.000-08:00

I woke up from a slightly bad sleep. Had a few beers the night before and my body didn't react too well, probably 'coz of the meds I took before meeting up with my HP friends. I had to wake up at around 2 am to barf. Good thing I was still able to go back to sleep and woke up again at around 6 am. Then my Mom told me we had to go to Apalit for an emergency as soon as I got home. Too groggy, I

:(

2010-01-13T05:07:00.000-08:00

Break my heart, why don't you...?

Oh Andie

2010-01-12T05:30:00.000-08:00

My student's house :)Bongga siya, may mga apat na kotse pa sa loob ng garahe na yan. May BMW, Benz, Mini Cooper at isang hindi ko pa mawari kung ano. Binenta na daw yung Patrol e.Paano ko naman kayo pakakawalan niyan? Pagdating na pagdating ko pa lang sobrang init na ng pagbati niyo sa akin:M: Hello po! Happy New Year! (sabay abot ng pastries bilang holiday gift)A: Oh you shouldn't have bothered!

Well, well, well...

2010-01-11T03:12:00.000-08:00

... Look do we have here...?Hahaha!!! (sayang wala si Angela sa circle of few blogspot friends ko :P)

Reconnected!

2010-01-09T17:31:00.000-08:00

Grabe, hardcore! Meris reunion! Haha, I was very hesitant to attend Pia's birthday party slash Meris reunion at first. I'm not sure why either. Maybe I was scared to fall out of place since they were all classmates from grades 1 to 6. Me, I had to transfer out earlier because of some technicalities with the school policies.But it turned out to be quite fun. Free food and booze and some dancing. I

Update Complete!

2010-01-08T20:33:00.000-08:00

Finally! Update complete! I went to Masinag to make a second try at my hair revamp (promise this will be the last entry on my haircut obsession). I was contemplating on having a haircut in F Salon or Reyes Hair Cutters. My instincts told me to choose RHC. The feel was different from the higher end salon last night. But because I am me, I felt at ease quickly. Mas bakla at jologs sila, at

New Day, New Do

2010-01-08T15:41:00.000-08:00

Good morning world! Woke up early to a beautiful morning, very serene and probinsya-ish. So I got up and took a quick shot while there is still ample sunlight in our garden.I've decided to take the haircut fix today! Hahaha! I couldn't get the frustration out of my head, so I'll just go ahead on to the nearest decent salon and get the cut that I wanted. And to make sure that i get what I want,

Layered vs. Shaggy

2010-01-08T05:05:00.000-08:00

Just got a haircut. Haircut? What haircut?!?!?! I couldn't even see much difference from before and after entering the salon! Once again, the stylist didn't get the do that I wanted to achieve. I told him to trim off an inch from my hair, then layer the rest. He layered it but not the type of layered look that I imagined. He did just enough cutting so as not to make the end too blunt. I tried to

First day for 2010

2010-01-06T03:17:00.000-08:00

For some reason, our house has been plagued with mosquitoes this past week. But I had a fairly good sleep thanks to Dragon Katowl, lamowk siguradong teypowk! :DThen got up, ate and drank coffee slowly. Now off to work work work!!! This was my get-up for my first work day of 2010:Haha, quite shabby for my standards. But for today I choose comfort over style. It's my number coding day so I commuted

Twilight

2010-01-05T04:32:00.000-08:00

Facebook has become too crowded for me, so I decided to cut back a bit. I also noticed that I've grown less productive because of my fb addiction, fb in my room, in the living room, while on transit, on vacation etc etc. I won't stop using it, but I'll try my best to login less and correspond more moderately. With that in mind, I'll just post my experimentation shots here. Don't want to bug my

Brentwood Visit

2010-01-05T00:18:00.000-08:00

We made a short visit at Brentwood, Antipolo and inspected my relatives' property there. This is a very historic property for my Mom, it almost broke them siblings up. Well it's a long story, basically some misunderstanding blown up by one of my bruha Aunt's brainwash powers over Mama's brothers and sisters. Good thing it's all fixed now. Point is, I got to test my Panorama software! Hahaha,

Last day of vacation...

2010-01-04T16:33:00.000-08:00

Since I worked last December 30 and 31, I get to take Monday and Tuesday off (Jan 4-5). Which I think is turning out to be good. While everyone is already on their manic first workday of the year, I still have the chance to adjust and ready myself for tomorrow. So, what are my plans for today? WALA!!! HAHAHA! Right now I'm installing photo editing stuff on my work PC, wahahaha. I'm still on

Quiapo Day

2010-01-03T18:17:00.001-08:00

Punta akong Quiapo ngayon. Bili ako ng films para sa old school cam ko. Iniisip ko pa kung papaayos ko na yung flash, pero baka saka na lang. Medyo gipit na ako e at hindi ko pa naman kelangan. Tapos tingin tingin na din ng screen guard saka accessories para kay Lexi. Sa totoo lang medyo tinatamad ako e, kaso sa tingin ko pag di pa ako lumakad ngayon ay tatamarin na ako ever. Ayun. In

I love My Brus

2010-01-02T22:49:00.000-08:00

Nag-Christmas chorva kami kagabi nung College berks ko sa Antipolo. Grabe, na-miss ko sila!!! Ang mga usapang kakikayan at career. Pero grabe, tumatanda na talaga kami, kasama na sa pinag-uusapan ang tungkol sa pagpapakasal, pag-iipon at pagpapamilya. Dyusme, ni wala pa nga akong boypren, at sa totoo lang hindi ko pa rin makita ang sarili kong nagpapasakal in the near future. Hindi lang talaga

Happy New Year!!!

2009-12-31T23:30:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year everyone!!! Today I will try to jog off my overindulgence these past few days (keyword:try). I also want to spend some quiet solitary time in my beloved UP. No deep purpose, no need to reflect on life or anything. Just want to spend quality peace and quiet. No quangs, hahaha, shucks that's such an old joke!Yeah, that's my January 1 to-do. Don't think, just meditate. :)

Reflections for 2009

2009-12-26T03:15:00.000-08:00

Nice, the title is very reminiscent of the indakan piece, hehe. Eng'g Week spirit just doesn't die in me.Anyway, let me start. I'm quite sick right now but I've been trying to sleep for 3 hours already, no luck so far. My head is starting to hurt from too much thinking. Therefore I'll try to write down thoughts, and this mostly covers a review of the year that passed.Honestly, 2009 went by so

Kamusta naman?

2009-11-06T04:16:00.000-08:00

So... Nawiwindang na naman ako therefore I have to review my progress to date in relation to my last "Ang mga plano ko" mode entries.Starting off lightly, I just came back from my vacation. Being the person that I am, I won't pretend that I had a hyper super ecstatic fun time. But I did enjoy the vacation, not as hectic as my previous out-of-town trips. It was a go with the flow type of travel,

Buhay Checklist

2009-07-11T19:20:00.000-07:00

Sige, since nawiwindang at naiinip ako at hindi na talaga ako mapakali, gagawa ako ng checklist ng kung ano ba talagang gusto ko sa buhay:1.) Bili ng kotse - Check2.) Matapos bayaran ang kotse3.) Pero habang pinagtratrabahuhan ang pambayad sa minamahal kong sasakyan, bawal magsayang ng oras kaya dapat magsimula na ako sa PAGMAMASTERALS ko. Sa ngayon, I'm thinking EnE...4.).) Makapagshift ng

Point to Point

2009-04-21T03:59:00.000-07:00

One year since my last post eh? Well, what do I have to show for myself since? I'll try to bulletize it first. Since April I have:- "Broken up" with my former giant loser of a boy... whatever he was. He was one persistent son of a bitch, and just couldn't stop getting in touch and "staying friends" with me. Well, after a few runs of "Kelangan ko ng space" dramas, we're finally no longer in

Uh oh...

2008-04-24T03:25:00.000-07:00

I miss my heartbeat... ...for you.

Umuusok na Maundy Thursday

2008-03-21T22:05:00.000-07:00

KABOOM!!! Nasa kwarto ako nun sa condo. Nagising ako dun sa pagsabog. Tapos... tapos... natulog ako. Uieeeoooeuieeeooo!!! Nagising na naman ako kasi ang ingay ng mga sirena. Maya-maya... natulog ulet ako. Pero dahil ako ay ako, hindi rin ako talagang nakatulog nang tuluyan, paikut-ikot lang sa kama. Hanggang sa tinawag ako ni Ludivine, "Maita...". Nun, medyo nagkaroon na ako ng ulirat at sumagot

Don't Waste Your Time

2007-11-03T23:04:00.000-07:00

It’s over, it’s over, it’s over…It seems you can’t hear meWhen I open my mouth you never listenYou say stay, but what does that meanDo you think I honestly want to be reminded foreverDon’t waste your time trying to fixWhat I want to eraseWhat I need to forgetDon’t waste your time on me my friendFriend, what does that even meanI don’t want your handYou’ll only pull me downSo save your breathDon’t

Are you amnesia?

2007-03-27T08:52:00.000-07:00

Napansin ko na naging sobrang makakalimutin ko na nitong mga nakaraang linggo. Sa sobrang makakalimutin ko ay:- Pag bumubunot ako ng panyo ko sa bulsa ng jacket ko na iniiwan ko sa opisina, mapapagalaman ko na may apat na panyo na ang nandun- Nung isang beses, sumakay na ako sa tricycle at nasa may bungad na kami nang mapagtanto ko na naiwan ko pala wallet ko sa bahay, pinabalik ko pa ulet yung

Sinungaling

2007-03-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

Aktres ka hija! Aktres!

QTT with friends

2007-01-29T06:39:00.000-08:00

Friday:Kasama ko si Allan, Ane, Erma, Shally, Pame at Waquer. Dinner sa Cubao, o diba sosyal? Pero hindi, sobrang ayos yung kinainan namin, sa Butter Diner sa building ng Shopwise, sulit at masarap kahit medyo may kamahalan. :D Tapos nag Timezone hanggang mga 11:30, saya, kakaadik!Sunday:Pagkatapos ng trabaho, dumiretso ako kina Angel tapos nagdaldalan lang hanggang sa magsawa. Tulog nang sobrang

12 RANDOM MESSAGES TO 12 RANDOM PEOPLE

2006-11-20T04:25:00.000-08:00

12 RANDOM MESSAGES TO 12 RANDOM PEOPLE1) Salamat at napasaya mo naman ako kahit sandali, eventhough you are more of a disappointment rather than an inspiration right now.2) Salamat at lagi mo sinasalo ang mga naiiwan ko at hindi ka nagrereklamo.3) Pasensya na kung hindi lang talaga ako yung ganung tipo ng tao, sana maintindihan mo.4) You are really one of the more special people to me, more than

Excerpt

2006-10-13T04:20:00.000-07:00

OO, buhay ako.Full blown na ang work load ng team namin. Warafrigginsheeeet. Ang hirap, nakakapagod, halos wala nang panahon para sa break, demanding ang mga tangang mga taong pinagsisilbihan namin. Sana gawan ito ng paraan ni bossing. Kagabi lang napa-OT ako ng mga 1 1/2 oras kasi kahit na pwede na namin ipasa sa kasunod naming mga tao ang trabaho, ang hirap kapag ikaw na nagsimula kasi alam na

ABC Meme

2006-05-01T04:31:00.000-07:00

ABC MemeA - Available: yupA - AOL instant messenger: walaA - Annoyance: plastik na tao. malandi. subject-verb agreement & other grammatical errors. <--ako din! saka pag yung me kelangan ako tapos hindi ko mahanap samantalang kakakita ko lang a few minutes ago,nakakahaybladB - Best Friend: marami! Mangoes, mga dyosaB - Bar: bareta, hehe, ewanB - Birthday: 05.22.84C - Crush: Josh Hartnett forever C

Plant Design atbp.

2006-04-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

Hindi ko pa man nakakalimutan yung dusang dinanas ko sa paggawa ng plant design namin, e eto na naman ang isang pahirap sa buhay. Bad trip, ayoko na talaga. Ni hindi pa man gumagaling yung sakit ng likod at balikat na natamo ko sa mahigit na dalawang linggong pagpapaikot-ikot at pagpindot ng mouse at pag-iisip sa harap ng computer. Leche, ang sakit talaga, lam mo yun, para akong sinaksak sa me

UP Life

2006-03-04T00:32:00.000-08:00

( ) worried about getting bullied by fratmen or getting killed in a riot( ) got bullied by fratmen or was killed in a riot( ) witnessed a riot( ) watched the oblation run (yes, nasalubong ko pa sila lahat)( ) made friends with a teacher( ) was tricked as a freshman into attending a rally / prayer meeting(X) wore red or black on one of those wear red or wear black days(X) wore red on Valentines

Post-Talentine

2006-02-19T01:47:00.000-08:00

Halos buong araw ako tulog. Kasi naman, nitong linggong ito, kakarampot lang pahinga ko. Kagabi alas-dose na ako nakauwi kasi nagtangka pa akong mag-fair dahil andun HS friends ko, but no, naghahanap ako ng auto load pero pagtingin ko sa bag ko, wala cellphone ko. Hindi rin naman ako masyado nag-alala kasi nag-isip akong mabuti at naisip ko na naiwan ko siya sa sasakyan ni Iche kasi nagbihis kami

2006-02-07T06:08:00.000-08:00

Kanina, nung pauwi ako, natakot ako bigla. Pakiramdam ko kakaiba yung paligid. Nag-umpisa nung pagbaba ko sa jip sa katipunan, pakiramdam ko ang konti ng mga tao, pati na ng mga sasakyan, ni hindi man ako nahirapang tumawid. Tapos yung nasakyan kong jip kakaiba, walang konduktor tapos ang tahimik nung makina at ang dilim nung loob, tapos wala ding radyo, kinilabutan talaga ako. Basta kakaiba

Survey break

2006-02-05T15:38:00.000-08:00

Wala akong masabi sa ch 10 ng smith, parusa. at mas mahaba pa ang 11, good luck na lang.1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?i need more rest2. How much cash do you have on you?mga mahigit isang daan3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?best4. Favorite planetJupiter5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell?wala e,